It’s Me & You.

As I began to ask my Father, God nervously… “What do I write? What should I say about my origin?” He said “Before… I knew you.” Immediately, I knew that I should write inspirationally from Jeremiah. He told me to go to Jeremiah 1. Overnight, flying back on the plane from San Antonio, Texas to Rochester, He spoke to me.

“I Knew” is where my identity began…

Jeremiah 1:4-5 NIV says, “The word of the Lord came to me saying, “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.”

The Word of the Lord came to Jeremiah, “saying…” This means that Jeremiah did not search for God, but God came longing for him… The Lord desired that Jeremiah knew the truth of his identity in life, so He went to Jeremiah to share with him where he was, his form, him being set a part and his appointment in the earth.

Jeremiah could not truly fulfill any assignment until he knew that God knew him…Myself and so many can attest. God placed this knowledge as a foundation into his spirit before He chose/sent Jeremiah regardless of his opinion… This same Word of the Lord would remind Jeremiah of his posture when He felt uncapable and incompetent. God established Jeremiah’s hearing before the others got into his ear. God made His voice louder and introduced Jeremiah to His beginning… The Lord Introduced Him to Alpha.

Like Jeremiah, God came to me just to re-introduce me to Himself as Father of course, but as Alpha (The Beginning) and to reveal. This is origin. I heard my Father saying, “I have shaped you uniquely. I never created you to be outside of my presence. Your functionality requires for you to be in my presence. Even your sound, your brain, your thoughts, your unique ways will fade without me… Now, that you are here, know that you must stay. You must remain and never turn back.” He continued saying to me, “I set you a part (consecrated you) so that I could protect what you knew. Being in consecration shows you always what I knew about you. It is important to remain with me. Consecration re-introduces you to who you knew. It reveals you as I knew…”

My Father said, “your acknowledgment of me knowing you is worship to me. I’ve given you a special knowing. You have a built-in awareness that ultimately connects you to my heart. Now just abide…Your ultimate assignment is to take them (people) back; meaning lead them back to who I knew and who they knew.”

Like Jeremiah, it was the Word of the Lord that transported me back to the commencement of my life, where it was just me & God.

Without the understanding of my origin, I could not operate the way that my body was formed to function. So, I stopped trying to plan life for me, I crucified my flesh, relinquished my control. It was His voice, which was spoken with His love that brought me into the full presence of where I come from.

But how do I stay here? Many will ask. You go to the place you were in before you were born, you accept being set a part and set yourself consciously/deliberately in consecration to know where your breath, your life comes from even the more. For we can only go so far without the one who produced us. We will only operate completely in our purpose when we get where we were, where we knew Him and He knew us.

So, I rejoice because I made it back here through consecration, being on my face before Him everyday and understanding that He made me great, but it took for me to get low. Consecration, that came from a decision to obey His word and deciding to live a part.

The very place the enemy fought me to the point of death to get to and the place that he lied to me and told me it was punishment to be set a part… Since 4 years old. I decided to return.

With confident awareness, “I’m finally back to where I was when it was just me and & you, God.” Where I didn’t have to impress anyone, but God was pleased with me and I was in awe of Him. Where I knew that everything that I am is because of Him. Where I didn’t pay so much attention to what other people thought of me. Where I can literally breathe and know that you are proud of me. Where I can live and be thankful that I am breathing. Where I can get in your presence and know that this is where I belong; where I can stay for hours. Where I know that if you are not within me, there is nothing flowing from me. Where my mind is in you and your Spirit is totally leading me. I’m finally where I trust you… I trust that you know what is best for me. Where I know that you love me and where I know that your love is enough for me. I’m where your words don’t feel like a punishment to me.

For years, I tried everything to avoid this place that I am in since 4 years old because in my vision it seemed so lonely to stand in. What I didn’t know is, I was ridding myself of my DNA and my divine nourishment to live Supernaturally. The enemy was fighting me because he knew that IF I EVER REALLY KNEW WHO I WAS, HE WOULDN’T STAND A CHANCE.

To expose the enemy, your ORIGIN is not a punishment, but it is LIFE… A beautiful LIFE TO LIVE WITH GOD. Why forfeit ALL that you were created to be to fall victim to vacancy and stagnancy when you could live the life that God knew that you were worthy of having?

The Lord Desires for us to know who we are… He desires that we know Him. It is His desire that we see that He knows us. He wants us sure so that we can Live Whole as Sons & Daughters of God. This is the only way that we will live in our fullness…

Prayer For The Origin:
Father, we repent for deviating away from where we were with you. I ask that you give us wisdom, knowledge and understanding on how to get back to where we first met you. Father, give us courage to return to the place that you first spoke of us being in. Let every limitation and barrier be broken, which prevents us from living in our origin. We trust that you know all things and we give you permission to take full control as we allow Holy Spirit to live through us and guide us. Help us walk out our decision to return to our origin this time in Jesus Name, Amen.

Declaration: I Am Determined To Be Who He Knew. I Will Live Life As He Knew Me.

_ORIGIN:

_{Is the place where something begins, arises, or is derived. The source of something/someone’s existence; where existence is derived from, where something springs into being. Origin is the start…}

_{Photographer: Say Ler}